ever have that feeling deep within you that you ought to be doing something else? do you ever question what you are doing with your life? for years now, i've been struggling. i feel like i've been living a lie for the past 11 years of my life. and i'm only 29!

i'm confused. i'm afraid of something. and i want to get to the bottom of it. 

today was a rough day. we had to put down my most precious, loyal and happy friend i've loved for the past 15 years. tori has been by my side through thick and thin and always reminded me of the joy in life. the beauty of an afternoon walk. and the excitement of our game of football. her strength is with me now.

and now is my time to unleash my power